Making Up With Jill

I've never had so many orgasms in my life. It's ironic that a good chunk of them happen in the doctor's office.

I've been going in daily for "milking" as they call it, and have also been masturbating at least once a day. All this because they believe my implant has released so much pent up sexual energy that I need to get it out or it comes bubbling out by itself. At least, that's what I think they are saying.

Alice, my doc, doesn't seem to be worried about the occasional episode when my cock gets hard by itself. It's only supposed to get hard when I activate my implant, but her attitude is that men get hard by themselves all the time, why not me.

I suppose that is true except when I get hard it is accompanied by an overwhelming urge to relieve myself. And... by relieve myself I mean to fuck someone or something. And... by overwhelming I mean it is hard to control. I practically raped my neighbor, Jill, the first time it happened. Thank goodness she didn't call the cops on me.

Not yet at least.

So-- the latest is that they are cutting back on the doctor's office visits and milkings. Which is OK I guess, because I can do it myself. Though frankly, that one nurse, Heidi? I will miss her hands. She is amazing, the way her finger slips through my anus and presses down on my prostate hard while she evenly, steadily strokes my cock...

Yeah. I will miss Heidi.

The other news-- I ran into Jill last night as I got home from work. It was the first time I had seen her since I jumped her bones. She looked really lovely and I felt such a pang of guilt over what had happened. She looked at me nervously but said hello.

"Hey, Jack," she said.

"Hey, Jill. Listen... I am really sorry about what happened last night and if I could, I would... well, I would like a chance to explain?" I really like Jill, she is totally cute and really nice and I want to keep her as a friend.

Not to mention making sure she doesn't report me for rape.

"Um, I am not sure, Jack... maybe. What's to explain? You just sort of raped me. OK, yes, I know I didn't say 'no' clearly, I was confused and overwhelmed as well but I definitely didn't say 'yes' either. I tried to push you off but you were just too... strong and into it."

I blushed.  It had been confusing, she hadn't said no but I am not sure it would have mattered.

"I know, Jill. I want to make things right, and there really is an explanation. Can I come in? You can leave the door open."

She considered, but finally relented and invited me in. "Close the door, it's OK. I trust you."

She put a few things away, took her jacket off (revealing that absolutely perfect body of hers in a tight fitted top), and sat down with me on the couch. The same couch we had fucked on a few weeks before.

"OK, so, here's the story." I said. I took a deep breath. "For most of my life I have been impotent, or nearly so. It's been really impossible for me to get an erection. After some disastrous relationships in my late teens I just gave up on girls."

Jill nodded, understanding. "I thought you were gay for a long time."

"Yeah, I know. Lots of girls think that because I never pursue them. There's no point. But... well, I had an operation a few weeks back. Two implants that were designed to stimulate and correct the nervous system disconnect that led to my impotency."

Jill's mouth opened in a wide "OOOooooohhhhhh". I nodded. "Yeah. So this implant... it is wired to my nervous system and it has a remote control. The remote, when activated, stimulates certain nerve centers and it gives me an erection."

"Wow... that's amazing, Jack! I... I guess I am glad for you. But that doesn't quite explain why you got so forceful. You just couldn't wait to try it out? Not much of an excuse," she shook her head in disapproval. Her silky straight brown hair shook and I sighed. She is so pretty.

"No, no. You see, there is apparently an unexpected side effect. When the erection hits me, I also get very aroused. More than the average guy. And, here's the kicker-- the night I was over here? I didn't activate the remote. This happened by itself."

Jill was shocked. "Jack, that's terrible. Has that happened any other times? Am I the only girl you raped?"

"I didn't rape you Jill, believe me. Yes, I was aroused, unusually so, but you seemed accepting and I just... couldn't stop. But no, it's only happened other times when I was alone, at home. In the evenings usually."

She looked at me with a thoughtful glance. "I see... that's very interesting. So, have you seen the doc about these side effects?"

"Yes, I've been going in daily for ... um... well they call them milkings." I was humiliated by this. Admitting and discussing the intimate details of my sexual function and malfunction was really embarrassing.

Jill seemed increasingly fascinated and curious about the whole situation. Better than getting angry and calling the cops, I supposed.

"So has this helped? Do you still get the evening... um... erections without triggering the... um... remote?"

I nodded. "It might have helped, but I still have had a couple of episodes. The latest one was last night, right after you got home. I heard you come in and turn on the TV."

Jill squinted at me, thinking hard. "I see. You know, I think I even heard you. Were you on the bed or something? Masturbating there?"

I was blushing furiously. This had gotten way more personal than I had wanted with my neighbor. Though I suppose since I had stuck my cock inside her body without her permission, she sort of deserved an explanation.

"Yes, as a matter of fact, I was humping the bed. I didn't realize you could hear."

"Just the bed springs and the bed thumping against the wall. I thought you had some girl over here."

Shaking my head I admitted, "I haven't been with a girl since... um... well, with you."

"I want to see," she said suddenly.

"What? What do you mean?" I was taken aback.

"Let me see your cock. I want to see if you are really impotent without triggering the device."

"Wait... you want... I don't think I am really comfortable with that..."

She frowned and looked a little upset. "I wasn't comfortable with you ramming your rock hard cock into my unlubricated pussy. Man up here, Jack. Show me. Prove it to me."

So I did. I dropped my pants and Jill leaned over and picked up my limp cock. She played with it. I was humiliated, it was so terrible to let this gorgeous girl play with my genitals and have absolutely nothing happen. She stroked it, pulled it, finally she got on her knees and licked it. My cock lay there, limp. Unresponsive.

"OK, I guess you are telling the truth. I've never seen a guy I couldn't get hard before. So show me the remote."

"I left it at home, I didn't want it anywhere close by."

"Get your pants back on," Jill said. "I believe you. I am sorry you've had these problems. You are a nice guy and really good looking. Maybe we can even try out the remote sometime, when you and I are in the mood, huh?"

She was smiling at me. She had just offered to fuck me again. Had I heard that right? Jill had just said that she and I might actually fuck again...

"You mean... maybe, sometime--"

"Maybe," Jill said, standing. "Let's see how it goes. But at least I believe you. Now... you had better go, I have had a long day and want to relax this evening."

I agreed. I was jubilant. This was the best possible outcome. Jill had forgiven me and had even said we might be a bit more than friends later.

I went home, and sat down. I heard Jill take a shower and then silence. I lay on my bed dreaming of her, my cock soft, while I listened to the faint sounds from her next door apartment. She turned the TV on and started watching some stupid reality show like The Bachelor.

Laying there thinking of her my cock got hard. I didn't push the remote, but it was hard. Probably just the prolonged fantasies that were going through my head. My mind went crazy, thinking of sex, my cock began aching for release.

I got out my fleshlight. I bought it a couple weeks ago to help with these episodes. I lay on my bed and jacked off in it, hard. I tried not to make noise, but I figured she wouldn't notice because she was watching TV.

I came twice that night. The second time I had put the fleshlight under me and fucked it, dreaming of Jill laying below me with her legs up around my thighs...