The Accidental "Rape"

The date with Jill was awful. A disaster. I had high hopes and the worst possible things happened.

Jill is a really cute girl, a couple of years younger than I, maybe 26 or so. She works, I think, as a sales person at a furniture store. Or some sort of sales. She would be good at that work, she is perky, happy, friendly, really nice, and really pretty. People like her automatically.

We've seen each other as friends because she is a neighbor and I think I am really non-threatening to her. I am non-threatening to most girls because for years my impotence problems have prevented me from even hoping to pursue a girl for sex. So all I have tried for is basic friendship. A lot of girls think I am gay, probably.

But now, I am suddenly no longer impotent, and I wanted, finally, to try and at least kiss a girl. Fuck? No.... not necessary. Just maybe get beyond first base.

"Hey, Jack, come on in!" Jill greeted me at her door, which is actually just across the corridor from mine. We share a couple of walls in our apartments.

I had a dish of my homemade lasagna in my hand, warm from the oven. Jill was dressed casually, softly, jeans and a loose top. Her brown hair fell gently down her shoulders and back.

"You are looking beautiful, tonight, Jill." I said. It was the opening salvo.

She blushed a tiny bit. Soooo cute. "Well, thanks Jack. Let's get that on the table. I made a salad."

We sat down to eat. Conversation was good as usual, but I tried to shift it toward more flirty things. I actually reached out and touched her at one point. You know, touching her hand. She didn't yank it away so I thought it was a good sign.

After dinner we cleaned up and I suggested we watch TV. On the couch. A good spot to maybe grab a kiss or something, you know?

"Let's watch Jeopardy, OK?" Jill reached for the remote control.

I really did not want to watch Jeopardy, but hey. If it made her relaxed and happy. We sat, and I put my arm over her shoulders. Wow. A move. Nothing big, but it was enough and she didn't seem to mind. She pulled the remote out of her couch, from between the cushions.

She turned the TV on and turned the channel to the game show.

They were introducing the players. "She's cute," I said, motioning toward the one in the middle.

She was hot, too. But it was out of character for me to notice it.

In fact, as I watched that beautiful long haired brunette knock down the questions, I was getting aroused. Like, hot. Like... my cock was getting hard.

What the fuck? I hadn't triggered the remote. What was going on? My hardon kept growing and suddenly I realized I was clutching Jill's shoulder with my arm. God, she felt good next to me.

My attention suddenly shifted from the girl on TV to Jill. Her scent, her look, the soft wetness of her lips...

I just had to do it. I leaned over and kissed Jill.

We've known each other for a year, and it that time I've never made a pass at her so it came as a surprise. She responded nicely, kissed me back.

Rather than just letting it be a nice first kiss, I dove in. Wrapped my arms around her, and pushed her back.

"Jack... Jack... " she mumbled underneath me. My cock was rock hard by then and she could feel it, I am sure.

The same feeling I had when in Doc Simpson's office that first time was coursing through my body. A rock hard cock and the need to come to some sort of fulfillment. Release.  So I kept kissing Jill, pushing her back on the couch. Her legs went up around me, not intentionally but just because of the way I was pushing her.

Jill wasn't fighting me though. She didn't say "No". It was just obvious she was a little taken aback by my sudden aggressiveness. She wrapped her arms around me, and struggled with our clothes.

"Jack... this is too fast," she said. "We are friends!"

"I want you Jill... I need you. God, how I need you," I breathed, struggling to get my pants off. My cock sprung out rock hard and I practically ripped her jeans off.

Thinking back, I honestly don't know if she struggled against me, or with me. I was just so hot, so horny, so aroused by her and the fact my cock was up and ready to enter her... I had to do whatever I could to get inside.

And I did get inside. Her legs were up by my hips, and I thrust in, hard. She cried out when I did. I don't think she was ready. Not wet enough, or something. Or maybe my cock was just too large for her, it really has gotten larger.

But I was inside her before I knew it, pounding, pushing. She gasped and moaned and cried.

It didn't last very long. I spurted cum inside her cunt in maybe, two minutes or less. I was so pent up, so horny, it just didn't take much for me to cum.

When it was over, she lay limply on the couch. She wasn't crying or anything, just sort of in shock. I was in shock too. My cock was still hard but I wasn't as horny, and after a minute or two it started to collapse again.

Jeopardy was playing in the background.

I pulled out and saw her laying there and suddenly apologized, "Oh, my god, Jill... I am so sorry. I just... you were there, and so beautiful, and..."

Jill reached over and pulled some kleenex from a side table, and started to wipe up the dribble of cum that was coming out of her slit. There was a lot of it.

"What was that all about, Jack, anyway? We've been friends for a year now, and all of a sudden, you decide you want to fuck me? How about a little romance, a little flirting, maybe..."

She didn't seem angry, just sort of disappointed.

"Look, I can explain..." Except I couldn't. I had no idea why I had done that. It hadn't been my implant, I hadn't triggered the remote. Unless maybe I had brushed up against it or something... no, it was in my coat pocket, and the coat was hanging over a chair. It wasn't even with me.

"Maybe you better go."

"Please, Jill..."

"Look, Jack. You just raped me. You want me to call the police?"

I was horrified. "NO! Never, I would never rape you..."

"Yeah, well, that's not the way it will look. Let's just take a break, OK? Go home. It's a good thing I am on the pill."

So I came home.

At 10:00 tonight, I pushed the button on my remote for the first time today. My cock got hard, just like it did in Jill's place, and I felt horny, just like before. I ended up humping a stool and spurting semen all over it.

It felt really, really good. I want to do this all day. If I am not in jail for raping my next door neighbor. How awful.