Another Uncontrolled Fuck

Last night was my dinner with Jill, and it went.... well, I don't know.

She fixed dinner at her place. She's really nice like that, and a good cook. It felt so comfortable being at her place, she was kind, and warm and gracious.

Jill was also dressed incredibly hot. Not slutty or anything, just in jeans and a top, but tight jeans and top that made her look fantastic. Her hair was silky and she had just the right amount of makeup on.

We've been friends for a long time but just since my procedure have I looked and noticed just how incredibly sensual she can be.

Let's cut to the chase. What happened. The dinner was nice, we spent some good time together. She touched my hand a couple of times, and even kissed me once. She was flirting with me, and I had sort of hopes that maybe I might be able to get inside her pants. I mean, we were at her place, after all.

But it happened again. I had all these dreams of seducing her, of being gentle, and sensuous, and getting her aroused and kissing me, and maybe making out, and only then heading to the bedroom. Once in the bedroom I could activate my remote and unleash my erection.

That's what I wanted.

What happened was that she went to turn on the TV to check the weather and I went over to the couch to join her but by the time I was sitting on the couch with her I could tell my cock was growing.

I moaned in fear and disappointment. I mean, really. When it hits me like that, I need to fuck so badly I will fuck anything close by. I've mounted all sorts of things, including my kitchen table, a chair leg, my sheets, a pillow... anything.  And there I was in her apartment with this growing urge and cock, and was about to lose it.

That was when she reached over and kissed me. Arms around my neck, she kissed me, mouth open, tongue in my mouth. God, that was the best kiss ever. She smelled nice, I think it was actually shampoo not perfume, it was just a little light and sweet. Her lips were soft and tongue was wet, and her arms went around me and held me close...

Before I knew what was happening I had pushed her down and was on top of her. Her solid, firm real body beneath me was driving me insane, and my cock just had to get inside her.

I released it from my pants with one hand, still holding her with the other.

She had begun to struggle now, I was being too rough but the desire was just too much. Her legs were spread slightly and I pushed my way between them and her thighs suddenly tightened around mine.

I reached down and yanked her jeans open, struggling to get them down. Her hips were moving around and she was actually saying, "no, no, Jack... no..." but it didn't sound like a no and her body was moving so close to mine and her hips were thrusting, actually rubbing against my cock.

The next time she bucked her hips up into the air I managed to get her jeans and panties down around her thighs; not really a good spot but it was all I needed to get inside and my throbbing member found her pussy. My cock was hard and long and found the wet softness between her legs as if it was a magnet.

She was crying out by then,  panting and moaning, "No, Jack, please stop!" But her pussy was wet. Soaking wet. She wanted it, her legs were spreading for me and her struggles were just the throws of passion.

I pulled her top open, exposing her breasts. They were jiggling as she struggled and I pushed.

I thrust once and was inside. She felt so velvety smooth, just like last time. I wanted to pound her, hammer her until my body squeezed out fluid into her insides.

She yelped when I entered, then moaned, her arms around me, pushing on my arms. Her hips thrust up to drive my cock harder, deeper inside, but she was crying out, "Oh, Jack, Please don't do this!"

Her words were so different from the feeling of her sex surrounding my cock... and I came inside her after only a few thrusts. Pulsing convulsions spit sperm out into her cunt. Deep, because I was thrusting deep inside her body.

She tilted her hips up to accept my seed, at the same time she cried out, "Oh God NO!"...

And I withdrew.

And she sat up, and pointed her finger at me, and said clearly, "You raped me again."

"No, I didn't!" I cried out. "I didn't, it was... you wanted it too! You kissed me, you put your hand under my shirt!"

"I did not!" she cried. "I told you to stop, I told you no!"

"But you helped me take off your jeans, you thrust into me!"

I was putting my flaccid cock back inside, zipping up, backing away. I couldn't believe this had happened twice.

Jill was zipping up as well, and was saying she was going to go to the hospital for a rape kit.

I couldn't believe it. Not only had I had another incident of a spontaneous erection, it had happened at Jill's again, and I had ended up raping her again!

She threw me out. Pushed me out of her apartment, and then stormed off.

This afternoon after work she met me in the parking lot of our apartment building. I was scared to even talk to her. She showed me something on her iPad.

A video. Of last night. The dinner, the couch, the kiss, me on top of her. You could hear her clearly saying "No! No!" And yet I was on top of her, she spread her legs and I pounded inside. She had a video of me raping her.

"I went to the hospital. They did a rape kit. It's pending right now. I've decided not to press charges for the moment... "

I gasped, and begged her not to. "You know what's going on with me. It isn't under my control!"

"It seems awfully convenient that you seem to lose control whenever you are at my house, doesn't it Jack?"

It's true. This was a terrible situation.

"What can I do? Please don't report it!"

"I won't. Come over tonight at 7 pm, and we will discuss it."

I nodded. I will do anything to keep from being prosecuted for this. My life is falling apart, just when I thought it was getting better.