She is abusing me, yes. In a number of ways. How is she making me desire it?
She triggers my sexual response when she abuses me. Here's an example.
Recently Jill purchased a strapon. The kind lesbians use, you know? It has a dildo attached to it.
"Jack, come on over! Let's have some sex, huh?"
"Yes, Jill," I replied. I was ready for my sexual response chips to be triggered, after which I would have an involuntary overpowering desire to fuck something, anything, and ejaculate.
Jill was being especially sexy that night, and I was thinking this was one of the nights when we could just be a normal boyfriend and girlfriend. Those still exist, but have been getting rarer and rarer.
No. She had me undress, completely naked, then lay down on a table so my ass was hanging over just a bit.
"What are you doing? This feels really uncomfortable."
"Oh, I think you might be a bit more uncomfortable in just a bit." Jill was smiling. "Lift your legs up, sort of like I do when you climb on top of me and insert yourself."
She was putting on the strapon as she said this. She still had her clothes on. I began to understand what was going to happen.
"Wait... Jill... please don't, I mean... that's an awfully big dildo..."
"Yes, but you know I've used it on myself, and it isn't really that big."
"But that was in your cunt... I mean your pussy!""Calling me a cunt isn't going to help matters, Jack. Now I am just going to fuck you even harder."
She put a condom on the dildo, thank god. It was lubed. Then she had me grab my legs; she spread my ass cheeks and shoved, and suddenly I was completely filled. That damn thing went deep, and she pushed it in all the way. I grunted and moaned.
Well, that's when she began pumping, sliding in and out. I moaned, more from pain and the feeling of being violated than anything else.
She really got a rhythm going. "That's it baby. Moan for me. Groan for me."
I couldn't help it.
Then... "Come for me babe."
Yep. As she was fucking me she pushed the remote button, and I got hard. "Ohhhhh fuckfuckfuck..." I cried out. Suddenly I was horny as fuck, but instead of penetrating something I was being penetrated. Well, that dildo was doing a good job of pressing on my prostate, and I guess getting fucked was close enough to being fucked.
About a minute after I achieved full, rock hard erection, I ejaculated and shuddered in an orgasm.
"Fuuuuuuuuuckkkkkkkk.... oh my god..." It was a beautiful orgasm, really. Not as good as when I am inside Jill, but still very close.
Thank goodness she stopped right then and slid out. My ass was raw and stretched and hurt for a couple of days later.
So that was really the beginning. She fucked me in the ass at least once a week now, whenever she's had a bad day at work or just feels like it. And she always lets me have an orgasm when she is fucking me, and it always feel good.It's gotten so that I actually want to be fucked in the ass. Jill got a bigger dildo that stretches my anus so wide I think it will split, and the pain of that seems to mix with the pleasure and I cum even faster.
So... I have gotten used to having an orgasm when fucked in my ass. It took a few weeks but now I truly enjoy it, even though it hurts.
So what did Jill decide she wanted to do? I am her toy, you know, she does with me what she wants.
She invited Joey over. Joey is a warehouse guy where she works. Big guy, strong, good looking, not to smart.
Well, she fucked him. My girlfriend fucked Joey. She had me sit and watch as she did it.
In fact, she held my hand and looked at me as she was fucked from behind, grunting and moaning.
I saw the moment when she climaxed in her face. I was holding her hand.
There was nothing I could do of course, I was flaccid and limp and could do nothing but watch.
Until after they were done.
"Aww... Jack hasn't had any fun. Jack, do you want to fuck, too?"
"Yeah... Jill... I don't like just watching, you know that."
Joey's semen was slowly oozing out of Jill's cunt.
"Fuck him, Joey!" She said.
"Hey, wait, I meant--"
"I know what you meant, Jack. I want Joey to fuck you. Get on your hands and knees. Spread that ass!"
Unhappy, I did as I was told. Even so, I knew I was going to have an orgasm and being ass fucked was nothing new. Even if it was going to be a guy doing it.
Joey's cock was still lubed nicely with his own semen and Jill's cunt juices, so when he pushed against my anus it didn't take much effort to slide in.It was humiliating to be fucked in the rear by my girlfriend's lover, but... she activated me with the remote and I got a hardon and suddenly it felt wonderful.
God, getting fucked in the ass by Joey was almost as good as fucking Jill.
I came, maybe two, three minutes of fucking. Joey hadn't ejaculated in my ass yet, so Jill pushed my button again and I stayed hard. I had a second shaking orgasm, my semen dripping onto the chair I was bent over in a big puddle.
So... basically... now I really want to be ass fucked. Jill has effectively trained me that when I get ass fucked, I get aroused and get to cum. So I want it. I am not gay. I don't like being dominated. But... hell, it feels good.

I always knew that sex should be a good woman
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